WOMEN’S VOICES, WOMEN’S STORIES

I knew right away this was a writer with a fresh and enormously appealing voice and storytelling strength and one who understood women and their emotional lives. What women have cared most deeply about across different eras of the 20th century.

—Kate Medina, Random House

I was born in Grand Rapids, Minnesota, and lived my first almost-seven years in a little yellow house on a dead-end dirt road seven miles north of town. We didn’t have a TV. My mom, who has her master’s in English, tended a massive garden and put up nearly 80 quarts of pickles every year, until I started kindergarten and she went back to teaching. My dad worked at the community college, teaching and directing plays. I learned to cross-country ski on a pair of six-inch wide red plastic skis, to ice skate, to weed a garden, to identify wildflowers, to carry and stack wood for the stove that kept our house heated. Mostly, though, I spent my time with my older brother, inventing worlds and stories. Inspired by our visits to my dad’s theater, we staged plays, charging my parents each a dime to attend performances.

Love of books was passed on through the generations as surely as nearsightedness and curly hair. Trips to the library were weekly occurrences. I remember the children’s section at the Grand Rapids Public Library at that time, a deliciously private room in the basement (kids only!) with a big red carpeted “stage” that filled the center of it, to climb on and sit and page through books.

Through family moves to Rhinelander, Wisconsin, when I was in first grade, and then to a small farm town in northern Illinois, when I was in fourth, libraries and books were a constant, plus, I’d also started to write – a little something every day, short stories, journals, poems and plays. Then, on my first day of high school, my mom’s sister was walking down a street in Chicago when a man knocked her to the ground for the four dollars in her purse. The back of her head struck the pavement. She never regained consciousness; two days later, she was dead. From then on, every day was lived in delicate denial of my extended family’s collective grief, and in careful avoidance of my mom’s intense mourning.

I soon began what seemed to me a very natural form of escape: writing my first historical novel, a romantic tale of a young girl in Chicago who elopes to Wisconsin with a handsome older man.

I wrote 48 chapters in spiral notebooks my freshman year. By my sophomore year, I had a boyfriend and had decided to put away childish things (like writing novels in notebooks).

But, when I was fifteen, we moved again, this time to Brookings, South Dakota, and, in the fall of my senior year, my dad, who worked for the South Dakota Humanities Council, took me to meet the writer Frederick Manfred at Fred’s home, called Roundwind, on the prairie near Luverne, Minnesota. I got to see the tower in which Fred did his writing, the rows of books lining the shelves throughout his home and office, and even one of his typed manuscripts, with penciled corrections, boxed up and ready to send off to his editor. He told me that, if I sent him some of my writing, he would read it. Back home, I typed up some pages from my old novel. A week later, the phone rang early on a Saturday morning, and it was Fred Manfred, calling to say that he had read my work. He said I was a good writer, and that, if I kept at it, I would be published by the time I was thirty.

Thirty? I thought. I’m going to live to be thirty?

But the experience was inspiring. A few months later, I started writing another novel. By the summer after my junior year of college at Lawrence University in Appleton, Wisconsin, I had a finished book, a long tale of life in a small Minnesota town in 1905. I was a psychology major, and had planned to pursue a career as a therapist, but, by the time I finished my novel, I was more involved in studying American history and literature, and I knew that I really wanted to be a writer – of historical fiction.

The stories I found were of women struggling with societal trappings and the roles they/we are expected to play.

I got a summer job at a local historical society in Door County, Wisconsin, and started another novel, this one about a family called the Mickelsons who had lost a son in World War I. It was the first summer after the war, 1919, and they came to their home in “Stone Harbor, Wisconsin” and tried to pretend that nothing had happened. I continued working on this novel for years, after college, while I also worked as an interpreter at a living history farm in Tennessee, learning to cook on a wood stove and to quilt by hand, then got a Master’s in American Studies at the University of Minnesota, focusing on ideas about femininity and masculinity in early twentieth century America. Three days before 9/11, I married a soldier in the 101st Airborne, and, for months afterward, didn’t know, day to day, whether he would come back home. After he got out of the Army, we moved to Superior, Wisconsin, and I got a job as an exhibits curator and education director at a World War II museum. The best – and most moving, life-altering – part of my job was interviewing veterans and hearing their long-kept-secret stories. All of these experiences would ultimately come to feature in the first novel I was able to get published (the fourth I had written), Keeping the House. But, for a while, I wasn’t writing at all, I’d failed to get an agent for the novel I’d worked so hard on for so many years, and I felt like a part of me was dying. “Why don’t you write about what happened to the Mickelsons during World War II?” my dad suggested.

I started slowly – a couple hours at a time on Sunday mornings. But, after having felt “blocked” for what seemed like ages (and was really about two years), I was finally writing again! Also, I was twenty-seven years old, with Fred Manfred’s voice ringing in my ears: You’re going to be published by the time you’re thirty. I knew I had a lot of work to do! I quit my museum job, went to work thirty hours per week at the local independent bookstore, and looked at writing my novel as my second, twenty-hour-per-week job.

I attended writer’s conferences, got lots of feedback, found an amazing writing partner, wrote and rewrote and wrote some more, tracking my “hours worked” on a timesheet, and, eventually, I started querying agents. Several months later, to my complete amazement, I had an agent, and Random House had offered me a two-book contract for Keeping the House plus a novel I was to write in the next two years. I was thirty years old, and, finally, my book was going to sit on the shelf next to the novels I shelved every day at the bookstore.  

I was so excited! Also, I didn’t know what I was going to write the next novel about. I had put everything I knew into Keeping the House! However, in my work at the World War II museum, I’d run across stories of women working as shipbuilders, and I had the feeling these would be fascinating characters. I also had continuing fascinations with grief and loss, disappearances, family connections over time, women struggling with societal norms, deserted landscapes and abandoned houses. Ultimately, over the next three years and several rewrites, while also going through a divorce and undertaking a cross-country move to Maine, I wove these fascinations together into my second novel, I Gave My Heart to Know This.

As a storyteller, my approach is grounded in historical research, THE POWER OF MEMORY AND THE TRICKS OF OUR OWN PSYCHOLOGIES, AND IN THE GIFTS OF MANY PERSPECTIVES.

To me, stories begin deep in the past, long before their actual “beginning,” and all their parts are connected and layered.

They aren’t linear or chronological, but kaleidoscopic, three-dimensional, and dynamic (based upon who is telling them, and who is hearing and interpreting them) – and if you rearrange the pieces, the whole becomes entirely different.

 

Maybe because thinking of stories in this way makes them pretty challenging for me to pin down, I find comfort and order in grounding the physical and sensory details that create the worlds my characters inhabit. In other words, I LOVE to research everything! Back when I first started writing Keeping the House, only a fraction of the information that’s now available online was accessible there. I loved this, in a lot of ways, because it gave me an excuse to explore and travel and use all my senses in my research. I visited small town libraries to study city directories and newspapers on microfilm. I walked through the old Washington Avenue depot in Minneapolis, a stand of virgin pine trees near Antigo, Wisconsin, and the preserved WWII-era barracks at Fort McCoy. (I wanted to know what things smelled like, what the air felt like in a given season.) I pored over old cookbooks to plan meals, and the War Department’s 1917 advice on War Gardens. I researched girdles and corsets and Packards and Chryslers, artificial limbs and appliances and pickles and uniforms and war bonds.

To me, each detail shapes the experience of my characters and can even change the story. And, once I have the context in order in my mind, I love to play with perception and perspective. What would one character remember or perceive that another one wouldn’t? How does that change the story they tell themselves, or the story we can understand – or even change what happens next?

The story that comes next emerges from a decade of exploration and work, plus a little magic.

The years since the release of I GAVE MY HEART has been filled with lots of travel, moving, heartbreak, struggle, one bad car accident and a lot of joy. It’s been filled with the challenge and the privilege of writing and rewriting and rewriting some more, my novel and I evolving together endlessly (it seemed), until finally, after a decade, I scrapped it and started over with something brand new, a story that seemed to come magically through me in a way I had never experienced before. I am so excited to share it with you, and I could not be more thrilled to have found a publishing home with Mariner Books.

I’ve always felt (for better or worse!) that I was born to be a writer, and it’s such a privilege to continue to make storytelling my life’s work, both through my own novels and through the editing and mentoring I do for other fiction writers. To me, writing and reading stories is more important now than ever, simply because the act and process of creating, consuming, and sharing stories creates empathy, understanding, and connectedness, as well as lends meaning and permanence to experiences that might otherwise vanish in a blink. Historical fiction especially can bring to light experiences of the past that should have taught us some things, and will teach us, if we can just remember and really feel them.

My new novel delves further into family secrets and the constraints that society places on women. THE HIDDEN LIFE OF CECILY LARSON tells the story of Cecily, a small town doctor’s wife who, in 2015, finds out through an at-home DNA test that the baby she gave birth to in 1936 at age fifteen – a baby she’d been told had died at birth – is still alive, bringing to light a tragic love story she’d kept hidden for decades and throwing into question everything about the family she’d raised and claimed as “her own” for nearly 70 years.

I’m so excited that it is NOW AVAILABLE! Find links to your favorite U.S. and international retailers here!

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